"But I think, a lot of us that go through the wedding process, we kind of have to face. we're forced to face these issues we have hiding deep down inside and I just know that a healthy me will be a healthy us", she also said on "TODAY". "You guys know this, John is absolutely an wonderful man".
"I wish she was staying here", Nikki tells Brie.
"I get slapped so much", declared Nikki.More news: Levin breaks down the FBI's secret 'Crossfire Hurricane' 'cabal' against Trump
As you surely know, the 41-year-old pro wrestler/actor has been confessing his love for his ex Nikki Bella in the media - and it turns out she's pretty shocked to hear some of what he's saying! ET Canada recently did an interview with Nikki and asked her how she feels about the speculation that the break-up is a work.
Nikki - who is the twin sister of fellow wrestler Brie Bella - then announced she hasn't ruled out a reconciliation between the pair, but wants to be absolutely sure of her feelings if and when she walks down the aisle. I'm rooting for their happiness, and if it means them not being together, then I'm for that too, not just because everyone on the outside looking in wants it to be this thing for them. "I definitely have hope for the future, I really do".
John's desire to start a family with Nikki came as a shock to the star, as he had previously been vocal about not wanting children - something which had caused a rift in their relationship.More news: Torch Run for Special Olympics South Dakota comes through Rapid City
She even added that she wants to create a baby with someone. I want to be the father of her children.
The cameras even reportedly caught the moment the couple chose to call off their plans, with Cena telling Bella he didn't want to force her not to be a mother and suggesting maybe they shouldn't go through with the wedding as a result.
'I was gonna do that but it literally was just eating me alive and I was like "I need to just put this on pause"'.More news: Acting Attorney General Won't Seek Election To The Office